Too Harsh? Or Just Right...

Facing Your-Self

    Often times, I take a fairly stubborn stance in my positions. My sun sign is Taurus and my ascendant is also in Taurus, so the stubbornness factor is definitely a trait at times; and on certain subjects I feel deep in my bones and in my Spirit. Whether based in so-called 3D facts or more subjective in nature, I tend to go ALL IN when I'm certain or just know something... even to my own detriment. Let's take my last article as an example. 

[Spirit guided me to write on the topic of: Balancing your Spirit with your Ego Person, since that is what I've been experiencing and going through in my personal life during these times. The April  Eclipse of 2024 triggered an acceleration for the path I've been on most of my adult life, I would offer. And over the last year, I've been on the final loop of repeating patterns that have been previously hidden to me.] 

    Of course the money trap came through and triggered my 'outward action' in teaching again, (that feels wonderful, truly wonderful) and so I went with the flow while writing... only to later see both sides of this debate, yet once again. 

Yesss, I thought my download explained it all and I could be productive again... I wasn't content to rest on my Lifes' work that I previously dubbed, a past project I had completed. My semi-retirement stage was filled with learning, crafting, creating and mostly, gifting my treasures. 

I HAD A BLAST! I could get lost without taking care of my physical needs often, whether it was sleep, food, rest, even socializing. I would cave myself and pretty much live in my room when I could during the winter months, moreso this past year.

This couldn't last and I knew it. As everything changes, so too do I... and I never assume anyone is the same as they were on the past. Heck, my positions that are in balance need no explanation, but the ones which were out of balance are being noticed daily, until there's none left... which is to come!

So while I'm being guided to teach about connecting to your Soul in the past, I'm am now guided to teach about Balancing your Soul with your Ego Person. This is where Humanity is now, ALL OF US! 

The download was massive and as I was thinking I fully inner-stood this (again) just a few short days ago. Yay, I could take a position and stay right there! HA! My inner Taurus felt secure and I seemed to have embraced it... haha... only to see a complete reversal (through grace, just saying ;) 

    We (Souls here to teach as we ascend) have all (pretty much) the awareness that what we teach about tends to be a reflection of our own life at any given time; whether writing, video, in person or even conversations. (I'll talk more about this in an upcoming segment). It challenged me, which led me to understand that I was out of balance and leaning quite hard in my stance, perspective and position of this topic.     

* I spoke about the trappings of money and locking your knowledge behind pay gates, pay walls and memberships which would exclude people from getting certain knowledge. I proposed to my Spirit Self, that these teachings belong to everyone. Knowledge on topics such as: energetic information and multidimensional information that helps one connect with their very soul essence.  

* I still do, truly know that money isn't a god worshipped in the real world where our true self resides - in the higher frequencies where our real bodies are located. However, I tend to forget when mentioning  such things, that we're also living in more than one realm, world, reality, dimension... 

    I teach all the time about balance and work very hard to maintain my own fields and state, in a balanced way as much as possible. I must admit that over the last few years, it's becoming increasingly more important to stay balanced in order to be able to 'walk between the worlds' so to speak. 

    For one to be able to 'walk between the worlds' one must be balanced and know thyself quite well through inner work and, in order to match frequencies with others. Otherwise, nothing sticks. The energies just bounce off each other. In order for true essence connections when one truly resonates with another, it's a giving and receiving kind of thing. One must be in a balanced state in order for this to be accomplished and both parties be in a mutually reciprocal state. This can not happen when one being is not giving or (able to) receive, equally. 

    Being blocked doesn't mean you are completely blocked per say; you may just be blocked on a certain topic, situation and/or with certain people who are not mutually receptive to your thoughts, ideas and energies. It may not even be you who is doing the so-called blocking. It could also be you blocking yourself because you have not completed your lessons on a certain topic. You will notice more and more when this happens. 

Something will just feel, OFF. 

    As you progress more into the plasmatic energies and as you rise in your own personal frequencies, you will often times now, notice these off-matched frequencies and avoid discordance before it becomes a problem... so when you listen to your intuition or your Spirits voice within, you can avoid self sabotage and perceived blocks with many things. 

    More specifically as an example, the topic I spoke about in my previous article regarding money. I may have spoken out of turn because I personally, would love to see money just go away, for everyone! However, while I'm still in a 3D realm with a physical body, I do need money to eat and take care of my expenses. I do myself no good when I deny that aspect. 

This has been a super challenging life lesson for me and one that I've had playing on repeat for most of my adult life.  

    What I don't want to fully embrace is money because I know it doesn't exist where I come from... and yet, I still need it here, to a point. I've learned a lot about my self sabotage efforts and have gone back and forth many times since the late 90's on this topic and most challenging lesson. 

Give my work away, or charge for it! 

    If I do charge for it, how do I determine the value? Being fair without being overpriced, not under or over valuing my worth. 

I know I'm not alone in this struggle. 

    I KNOW  I'm not alone with who's been beaten down so far that our worth had to go on life support for a while. I'm also definitely not alone in being resuscitated many times from the same program that just kept looping and repeating, over and over... and yet, I'm still here contemplating this topic and getting answers from my Spirit and Soul Self. 

My Spirit has answered me on this before, many times in fact; but WILL I LISTEN THIS TIME?

    I've even made it clear how I felt about other people locking knowledge away from those who don't have money or can't afford to pay for it (certain things like: knowledge that belongs to all humans imho). I suppose that's why I create so much free content and put so much value in my work for those who are as hungry as I am for the Truth about our purpose here and where we're heading as a species. 

    You see, it is my belief and knowing, that nobody can hold a copyright or claim IP on certain topics that belong to the human race in its entirety; nor should they try to monetize certain information by locking it behind a pay wall or pay gate or membership. I stand on this firmly with all the stubbornness one can have with a healthy dose of double Taurus coming at you strong-willed and filled with compassion for all of humanity. 

There's right and there's wrong! 

    I also would like to add that my stubbornness has definitely been clouded by my judgements of others. I remember that they too, must learn their lessons. And that, they WILL indeed, learn. It's not for me to continue working against myself in order to make some higher moral ground point that they too, will learn at some point of their journey. It is not for me to die on that hill whilst still in a physical body because I need balance in that area now too. 

Having this stance has cause me great self suffering and I now need to rebalance this area of my life. 

    I will begin to offer my work again on my Patreon where I can receive money for my work and efforts. I not only deserve that which I've earned, I also can get out of the suffering from lack; which then enables me to pay for the much needed expenses to create beautiful, peaceful and easy digital offering... websites, hosting platforms, domain names, streaming services and security certificates, along with any other service I need for my offerings. They all needs to be paid for with money, so I do absolutely deserve to charge for my work, efforts, time and creations. 

    In order for me to be ok with making this move, I need to mention that I will always provide free content with my videos and articles. I will continue to give away my work when Spirit guides me... that will never change. However, it is time for me to charge for my services again and charge a fair price for my efforts. I deferred to Spirit for my pricing. 

    You can always join my Patreon for FREE and will have access to content that is guided by my Spirit to be made available and helpful to all, no matter what. I thank you for being part of this tribe and community and I look forward to providing you with the kind of content that can be helpful, insightful and assist you on your journey. 

     Thank you for being interested enough in your own learning that you're reading this far. I will continue to post articles here that will be helpful, insightful and streamed directly from my Source and Creator God, through my Soul and Spirit Self. The One who lives within me/within you. 

    This post is more of an update about my rebalancing and repositioning for the upcoming work. Thank you for being here. I love you! 

Merging Ego and Spirit While in a Human Form

 3 Year Cycle: COMPLETE    

    On the 7th of April, 2022 I received a download about the life path of the Spiritual Warrior whose main graduation is through an ascension of the merged ego personality and the Spirit of which, YOU are, combined together, operating the 'new human' body in a partnership... one that works so beautifully together balancing both polar opposites of all energies residing within the human form. 

    This download was condensed into a poem (links below article) that stretched my skills in editing videos; as-well-as my ability to fully immerse myself in greater universal truths using a combination of all my senses as a gateway. It properly reflected the struggles One goes through living a life striving to reach the ultimate goal in form - and all who have a hand in 'assisting' you through the many hurts, pains, traumas, and tribulations they undoubtedly and unconsciously inflict; oftentimes leaving you questioning who is ever honest, true, authentic or even on a similar path. 

    The path of the Spiritual Warrior is considered a Sacred path and most often once selected, One incarnates with seemingly no support for their life mission. This is quite often part of the 'assistance' needed in order to fully transform the physical life and all the attachments and trappings of the 3D material realm. 

    Reflecting back, it's not difficult to see why so many falter along this path; or to say the least, get sidetracked from their mission. Money is one of the main 'gods' worshipped (so to speak) by many who are as of yet, still unaware of this trap. They reason that 'we need it' to survive while in human form, and they give all kinds of wonderful sounding excuses as to why money is not good or bad - this is true, to a point. However, when you set up a situation (paygates/memberships, etc) where you exclude anyone from obtaining the wisdom you came here to share, you are indeed in a trap. 

One must remember that this realm is an inverted, upside-down holographic matrix realm. This is not the real world. 

    For those who came here on a mission to help free humanity and assist this planet out of the false operating systems and grid networks, you know who you are... or you resonate with this and are beginning to discover who you are during this most auspicious time. 

    Let this serve as a reminder that every single body is a temple and all contain treasures that are indescribable. We'll get to that at a later time. 

    Right now, what do I mean when I talk about the ego and the spirit combining together in the human body? Let us begin to look at this process as a marriage within, of sorts. It's well under and inner-stood that your Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine are what's know as: Yin/Yang, Um/Yang, DM/DF, light/dark...etc. 

    The truth of these Universal Laws which govern the Human Experience, and is a guide for many philosophies, state it as such: 'Opposing Yet Complimentary Forces'.  Think about that and how it's reflecting in our world during these times so obviously in our faces we can't help but see it... for just a few moments. 

    Yes, there is much in our world that we can say we don't agree with... that we don't consent to, or that we would never... (denial) and yet, we contain all of it in our bodies... including the parts we would rather deny. Oh the places you go. Forgiveness then becomes an act for you and your personal healing, not the other. (Even though you actually ARE the other, but we won't get into that now.) 

    Where have you recently discovered what's out of balance? For one very special moment, try to just allow the mind to go blank and let it know that it's just a quick time-out... Perhaps even take this time for your own personal reset. 

    While you contemplate your inner 'energetic' forces, you will quickly allow new light to shine on old and dark 'poop loops of inner programming'. To name one of major importance, the 'go along to get along' program. That's a very deceptive program which stifles dissenters (of the 'programmed' group think) from their own authentic voice. It's now surfacing for the entire planet to handle in every individual. It's like a pressure cooker right now. 

NO MORE DARK PROGRAMS AND GROUP THINK NARRATIVES THROUGH SOCIAL ENGINEERING CONSTRUCTS!

    We don't have time for that now, it's showtime and nothing less than genuine authenticity will motivate you now: FIRST DO NO HARM!

    Those who work on special operations and programs behind the scenes, or are in special positions for the grand planetary cleanup, have a different dispensation by grace and will assist in the distribution of Righteous Justice. They have all been positioned and are serving the greater good of all humanity. It's not just about one country or one group over another...NO... divided we fall, remember? 

    Every person has a unique journey and nobody can take the journey for you; no matter how spoiled or how much money or status in this world you may have. Remember, your heart knows... No amount of advanced degrees or riches in this world will EVER reflect a causal relationship with your Spiritual or eternal life. Meaning: you can never buy your way (thru money or status, etc) to higher Spiritual advancements and gifts.

    When your timer goes off and you truly awaken (not to be confused with woke), the Quantum and Greater Galactic System then engages you. You becomes the Fool in Tarot; Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz; Alice in Wonderland; the Hero, Superstar, Legend, King, Queen and Creator of your own world... and so much more!  It might sound like a lot or even a tad overwhelming to truly let yourself believe you're actually FREE in SPIRIT... 

But what does that even mean?

    One of the biggest questions folks have been asking, pondering, contemplating, debating, fighting  and yes, even killing about for as long as you can imagine, is: What is the meaning or purpose of life? 

    When a Soul incarnates, it's energetic body container vibrates just above the frequency rate for the 3D sight spectrum... that's what I call (sometimes interchangeably with other terms) Spirit. This is also a container for consciousness. Spirit is made of matter that our consciousness can easily move in (and out); just as you place your awareness (focused consciousness) in any area, so too, you are there. Your consciousness is where ever you focus your awareness, and so too, are you! Most times, until you truly awaken, that awareness is often placed IN your physical body, with the exception of sleeping, of course. Your Lightbody is also a structure or vehicle, that houses your Spirit matter.

* An easy way to think of your bodies is to recall any nesting baskets or containers, or better yet, the Russian dolls. Just as one fits nicely into a larger one, so to do your bodies. You can also put a seed in the smallest doll and that seed can also be placed in all the other larger dolls if you choose; but it's placed in the smallest one. 

* Your ego personality is like the seed. Perhaps now you add a drop of water in the smallest Russian doll container. 

* Riddle me this: If the seed was socially engineered to be something it is not, can it overcome the programming? Of course it can. The seed has deeper, more innate programming that overcomes any social engineering or false constructs. 

Unless the 'plant' (or whatever is grown from the seed, maybe a human?) is told over and over that it is something it is not, perhaps it will still believe the lies... but it's a lot easier to look at your inner Truth and nature always; not what the 'tel-lie-vision programs' or social groups (or your personal social feeds) are telling you, you are (or are not). 

But let's say you open the doll and let the sun light shine on in.... that seed will begin to grow and eventually, it will blossom. Perhaps it needs to be transplanted into the next size up. Congrats, you have just leveled up your body. 

* Your consciousness has been falsely programmed to think of itself as your ego personality... but it can be oh so much more, when you truly awaken. Your ego is actually the seed and your Spirit is the water. The sun is the Life Force from our Creator we all need to live - the very same Life Force that people steal from others because they don't know how to get it for themselves from their Creator because of all the false programming and the flat out LIES. 

* My analogies may not completely resonate with you and that's fine, because it's for you to observe how you perceive it. Just remember there are still old programs running at this time in the minds of humans and some which even question the existence of energy matter realms. 

    Everyone deserves the chance to be their own individual; and the great paradox to the 'opposing yet complimentary forces' philosophy would say, that every individual is still part of the greater whole in the unified field. Makes sense to me. Surrendering to a power greater than yourself is thought of as 'going with the flow'... for which you can step aside at any point to take a rest... you know, free will and all that ;) 

    When One lives a life in which was gifted both community and isolation; both lessons and teaching; both loved and hated; and all the templates suitable for knowing one side and the other; thereby rendering One able to to make informed consent decisions when responsible enough to take accountable and responsibility versus blame... perhaps even been both the victim and the perpetrator.. then and only then do you acquire proper life experience to fulfill both sides of each of your internal forces. 

    True shadow work enables you to know the rotten meal enough that you'll never underappreciate your meals again and when given a choice, you'll always pick a fresh and healthy meal over a spoiled and toxic one, every time and any day!!  It's in knowing the difference, because you experienced both and were, therefore, not just seeing life through a 'homemade continental breakfast buffet with fruit cocktail everyday' type-of-lens of how you think the world operates. 

    The Universe has been around much longer than you, Oh Souls who still are not on any conscious path yet... any path that has you 'checking yourself' or doing self-improvements or self-corrections...ANYTHING!  If you rest on the idea that since God created you perfect, that you are perfect in human form just the way you are..(that IS true)... but if you rest on that, you neglect your chances to grow, improve... and learn... and we ARE here learn too, are we not? Shall we just rebalance this entire concept? It's getting caught in the structures as a clog of sorts, so lets just set that one free... 

Your Spirit (container for your Soul and consciousness when awakened), is absolutely already enough... ok? Your ego and the 'person' you are in body is growing and learning as a fractal of your Soul and it takes time for anything to go from seed to the end of it's journey. THERE'S ALWAYS GROWTH INVOLVED.

Just think of how many things come from a seed. 

    So a great way to view your development is to see the ego and the Spirit sharing the human. Those who Walk with Spirit have all invited Spirit into their human lives in one way or another having a healthy understanding that you metaphorically have 'an angel and a devil or either shoulder'. You can also innerstand your Higher Self to be those two forces within in a merged, or better said, a symbiotic relationship to be YOU, while in human form.  

    It's a Divine Inner Trinity brought about via inner alchemy that only you and your inner work can accomplish. Nobody can be paid to do that work for you and that's the truth. You've heard of 'you've got to feel it to heal it' right?  Stop falling for the lies and those who are feeding off you because of their lust for money. You shouldn't have to pay anyone for this information. 

It belongs to EVERYONE!

    Your activated Divine Trinity within function, allows the Self to generate energy; not just imagining without an end manifestation. Generating your own energy and consciously connecting your fields to the grid networks is a natural process we all get to go through. In fact, you are already connected to grids. Perhaps you're not consciously aware yet. 

    There is no magic pill and no amount of money, gurus, teachers, guides or so-called leaders will get you there, if you don't look within yourselves. Your Spirit is ALWAYS going to be your best mentor, full stop! If you're paying for ongoing 'services' then consider that you're not actually on the internal journey just yet; otherwise you would go within for all your guidance and remember that nobody can tell you what you already know. 

    Balancing your ego and Spirit is vital to stay peaceful inside and within all your fields. Staying in the eye of the storm is vital to everything - and that means being aware first and foremost, that you have an energy body - just like the physical body; you have an emotional body containing all the seeds of emotions past, present and future - and a mental body containing thoughts that can dissolve, pass through your fields or take on form. 

    We all know that thoughts create things - or so we've been told... so truly getting what you, (spark, flame, fractal, drop of the ocean...) what YOU ARE, seems to become the main focus of those whom have stepped on the path before you. 

If the amount of lives lived does not reflect your Spirits' growth, then truly: 'One life well lived is desirable to many lives lived in repeating lessons'. 

The focus then becomes:  DEFINE 'WELL LIVED'. Well lived according to those who social engineered this planet with all the 3D programs based in materiality... or... Well lived according to Universal Laws. 

    Even the most ignorant, self-serving criminal and sorry excuse for a human can always, by grace and more specifically: by desire, intent and invitation, ask their Spirit to come into their body and therefore, their life. You can call it whatever resonates with any previous religious programs; but know too, that it is just that, a program. 

*Invite your personal Spirit to come in and actively work with you in partnership when you're ready to lead a life that is an eyes-open and balanced kind of life. Be ready to become the Observer and to listen when Spirit speaks to you and guides you. Always do your best to choose the way of the Spirit because you are choosing your personal Spirit as your mentor. 

    It's tricky when you first start seeing that you need trust because we're all so trauma bonded about trusting anyone! Anyone tackling the trust wounds have pretty much learned that we can only trust ourselves - so it's challenging to first start trusting our Spirits. But I promise you when you do, when you truly do, you'll be testing yourself and it's starts to get exciting... you'll unlock the door for the magic and wonder of the true beauty of this Universe to start unfolding. 

    The signs, synchronicities and symbolisms begins to not be weird, strange or even taboo. The sight of your Soul in Quantum spaces begins to make sense and you unlock treasures within yourself as you remember more of what you've forgotten. This is the true awakening: when your Soul begins to come down for integrations, and as you elevate, upgrade and uplift your ego perspectives... all on a higher frequency band within higher densities and dimensions. 

They don't say, "Change Your Mind, Change Your Life" for no reason.  All Souls get what they need to grow. It couldn't be any other way.  

    So having the gift of a human body is the ability to become aware of your Spirit (again) and invite it in to your life, so you can form a healthy and symbiotic partnership with your ego, while in a human body - a TRUE BALANCED PEACEFUL STATE. A HEALTHY EXPRESSION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT OF CHRISTOS, WHITE / GOLD CHRIST LIGHT THAT IS YOUR INNER SUN. 

Not all choose this Path in this life and that's ok. But ALL have the ability to step on the Path at any time. 

Some seeds come full cycle to harvest in only one season - or several. Others, take years, decades or even centuries to fully mature. The human grows too, and forgot it can seek Spirit and greatly excel it's Life Force, growth and convert it's previous knowledge into wisdom. That's when you know both the healthy and the toxic meals by experience, and you choose the healthy one. Then and only then, can you call your knowledge, wisdom. 

Does 'the human' make the quantum leap? If so, I'm making sure I have my ticket in hand. To me, there's nothing more important since I can't do the work for anyone else. But I can offer what I've learned; and I offer it freely - so if you're as hungry as I, for something real and true... and a path that's been walked down before me, before you - this is like a roadmap I created called Ascension Maps. Just go to AscensionMaps.com. 

    I completed this project 2 years ago when I decided to make this entire digital journey completely free for anyone. I call it a Treasure Hunt for your Soul. The journey is a roadmap back to your Soul through an exciting journey of self-empowerment with 9 podcasts anchoring each Sacred Space with extra free, full length video teachings offered along the way as bonus content 'From the Vault'. 

    The light codes are all available along with quantum encoding and activations through light washing, through which you and your Soul determine at what speed and ratios are needed for your highest and greatest purpose. It's self-paced, self-determined and offered as a Gift for Humanity. 

In full disclosure, I do offer a couple of my books and classes as a way to help support my work. You are under no obligation to purchase, donate or contribute an energy exchange in any way to complete your FULL JOURNEY. In fact, when yo make your journey you can intend to pay it forward if there is no way to make an energy exchange and that is between you and your Spirit. 

Below are the links to the download and poem project I received 3 years ago about the Spiritual Warrior Path.

Here is the link to the completed poem published on YouTube in April 2022: here

Here is the link to the Backstage Pass while I was recording my process for Patrons at that time on April 7, 2022 - exactly 3 years ago, TODAY! Full Disclosure: I took 2 years off from Patreon but am back at it again. However, you can get access to my basic Back Stage Pass for free: here

I love you ALL! World Peace is COMING! Be BRAVE and TRUST you are exactly where you're supposed to be and if not, you will know. Be a little better today than you were yesterday and remember, we all innately know right from wrong and we all know the GOLDEN RULE. Are you treating others the way YOU want to be treated? That's HUGE one.... if you don't even consider it, then perhaps you could. I don't think you would have read this far if you weren't either already living a Golden Rule-type of life, or are ready for it in some way. Good luck! 

If this resonated, please consider sharing it. Heaven and all of Humanity thanks you all through the Cosmos!

The Truth Is Quantum!

Creating a premise with outlines and boundaries collectively agreed upon makes for great conversations. However, when you start discussing things not so commonly understood, let alone agreed upon, things can get tricky and sticky to say the least. Let's face it, conversations that shatter realities aren't the most 'fun' or exciting things for people hiding under their covers or in some cases, under a rock! 

The Great Awakening is upon us now... 

We're exploring a new template for our world as insights, personal experiences and truths begin to seep into the collective consciousness for a greater, or better said, broader ability to conceptualize what the human species is physically experiencing through their 3D bodies as personal experiences... in more than one dimension. 

Some would say their personal experiences on a larger scale, makes little difference in the long run; for if 'you' (as an individual) don't contribute to the collective pool of knowledge, someone else will. 

Conversely, if  'you' experience something then by the very nature of you knowing what you lived through, the greater collective pool of knowledge would have access to it and therefore, everything you live through will have an impact one way or another. 

Today we're looking at the quantum feature of Truth, the title of this very blog. 

It occurred to me recently, that people who've only accepted this reality as their home base, with a 'prove it to me' attitude because this is their one, true life, etc.. or perhaps just never went beyond religion - matters not which one - into deeper spiritual knowledge and/or experience; or people who tend to blame everyone and every thing else except taking personal accountability, they are having some really challenging and reality shattering times right now with a LOT MORE HARD HITTIING ONES coming up next... I'll touch on that more in an upcoming piece. 

Honestly, we're all having challenging times, but when you have a base knowledge of things beyond your immediate physical field, space, area, location... you get the idea: wherever your physical body is located... when you can allow your programmed beliefs to pause and be still, One discovers they can speak to (whatever) God/Creator Source you want. In fact, you can connect and talk to, anything in the Universe! 

May sound silly to some, but how would you know unless you try for yourself? I'm not here to convince anyone of my personal Truths. For me, those experiences are as real as your body is to you, in this world. 

Your superpowers are Spiritual Gifts that you can self initiate, to a point. Telepathy is how we communicate through the Quantum fields and Spiritual Realms. It is not considered a super power but just how we communicate. 

For the record, I consider what one may term 'past lives' as simply, 'experiences'. To my Soul, there is no difference between how or when I have the 'experience' to gain knowledge. Once you gain the knowledge, you've got it! It goes into your Spiritual Pool of knowledge. Never to disappear again. 

Just because you forgot it, doesn't mean you don't have it or that it's not 'there'. 

So if you've been stuck in the amnesiac state and can't remember the other realms and/or dreamtime doesn't seem to hold your answers, perhaps you're not looking in the right places. If you're searching anywhere outside of your human self you will learn a lot, yes, but you will eventually find yourself going in circles. Some are just longer loops than others. This is called the time loop or better said, the poop loop. (Phrase originally coined by our beloved Souls Sistar, AngelFish on the West Coast!)

This doesn't mean you don't have access to your Soul and it's pool of knowledge. Have you tried meditating regularly? If I could give meditation a title it would be this:  

Life Hack to Remember Who You Are!  

Think of your knowledge pool like this: 

You go to the bank and open up a new account with some money. But let's say you had a lot of trauma or something happened and you forgot about it, temporarily. Does that mean it's not there anymore? In this analogy, let's say the bank is what you come into this life with, and as you grow up you naturally forget because well, that's what has happened to humanity... 

Ok, take it one step higher and let's say, using this same analogy, you didn't forget about your account because your parents kept you aware of it and you made deposits every time you had a birthday or holiday gifts etc. Your parents were great stewards for you and now you have a very large account because you've been saving a long time. 

Ok, now... you get into some accident when you're out of town and completely forget who you are... AND where you came from... and let's just say there's not a lot of advanced tech or perhaps it was a more simple time - so nobody was able to help you figure out who you ARE. All they can say to you is, "It'll come back on its own..." (or it won't) or something similar. 

I love this analogy because as you can see in the second example, when you forgot who you are and where you came from, that could be likened to death and rebirth. I could talk all day about reincarnating within your same body, many times during just this one life, but I'll do my best to stay on point. 

Your accounts didn't disappear when you forgot who you are, metaphorically or actually!

Likewise, your knowledge base is just one example of your 'accounts'.  I won't even get started on how our energetic 'accounts' will manifest down here in 3D Earth. We will all have to wait and see at this point. 

What my Soul IS focused on is all about if I put my knowledge into practice to live the life I was designed to live this time... Have I learned all my lessons? Have I used prior experiences so my knowledge can level up to wisdom? Have I processed enough lessons to begin to remember Who I AM?  Have I closed out my time loops? And whatever else my Soul has in store for me. 

My Soul knowledge pool (or account) increases with each of my personal 'experiences' and it matters not which garment/body I wear. I have the ability to remember my skills, memories and experiences when needed. Everyone does. The reason why some can do it and other don't seem to be able, is all depending on Ones personal work ethic; and I'm not talking about being good or productive at your job. 

Anyone can do something over and over and get really good at it. This is why humans invented robots. To help them with mundane tasks so they could free up time to work on the development of their light body, or spiritual self. Your actual Self that's taking a ride in your human body during this life, if only you allow it to. 

Your ego just needs to move over a little bit and make some room for your Spirit to come in. An invite helps as well. Spirit is funny that way, it prefers the invitation although at times it can push itself in if that was the agreement prior to birth but most often, that will not happen so your ego can grow up and invite Spirit in while willingly doing the personal, clean-up work. 

If you invite someone to our home, do you not make sure to clean up prior to their arrival? Of course you do. Same is true with Spirit. Many of us have been preparing for the Return of Spirit in Flesh for a VERY long time. 

The more you purge and clean up, the more Spirit can enter your life THROUGH your body. I'm not joking either. We're already doing it, so it must be true lol. The collective can only ride coattails for so long. 

I can't clean up your inner stuff any more than you can clean mine. 

The time for the great shifting of the Ages is occurring as I type. Have you made room for your Spirit yet? When we all exist in our full spectrums, it will be so obvious who's done the work and who hasn't. 

This will be so beautiful and beyond what mere words can ever describe... but it's coming, like it or not. And I just know you'll LOVE it! As I type there's still time to get your personal cleanup done as best you can. Little steps everyday, every breath, every moment. Catch yourself in thought, PRIOR to action and you will be victorious!  

Let's GO! The Golden Age is here, now!