Chapter 9

Welcome to Chapter 9, the final one in the 4th Cycle. May clarification not be something you need right now. 

First I will say that the previous Chapter was a great release and healing for me, personally. I was able to put out some personal truths that I’ve long been carrying and it was time to release them more fully. This is the way I process certain types of releases. I write about it, not necessarily the details, as much as the challenges and the solutions that worked best for me. And then it purges from my systems. 

I live through what I teach and when it’s time to purge or transmute a final process of something, anything, I write about it and then typically it gets transmuted during that final process into something that can be used by others as a guide and/or a warning sign post, (if that’s its intended purpose). 

Although no two journeys are the same it really helps when you know someone can resonate with you or vibe with you, or feel you… to use just a few 'catch phrases'. 

With all that said, I know not everyone loves (or even likes) me, I get it. Nobody has to and that’s the beauty of being born with certain Divine rights as a human being. You don’t have to do anything. 

Certainly you don’t have to feed yourself, but if you choose that course of action (or non-action: ‘tis still a choice) you WILL then starve to death. So there are consequences to actions (and non-actions), generally speaking.

You don’t need a lecture on that by now, let’s hope!  

There’s Natural and more Universal Laws that govern certain things like, cause and effect and certain other aspects to consciousness and energy throughout our Universe. 

The more you learn, the deeper the rabbit holes go…

Here’s how you quickly stop yourself from falling into a hole and to swiftly sidestep them at any time (at the very least, it’ll make you stop, think and maybe even laugh… at least, it might ;) 

First you gotta catch yourself in the act: lets say, scrolling on a familiar topic you already decided wasn’t gonna get any more of your time; you see another video with a great title (probably click bait, come on…) so you catch yourself and then you say, 

“Been there and done that! (meaning the scroll-hole part) Remember to live and let live, but first do no harm because karma’s only a bitch when you are and even though Rome wasn’t built in a day, nothing can stop what is coming because it’s already here… my brothers and sisters in Spirit. Surf up everyone!”

Or something to that effect. Any variation of that will work just fine for you if you’re saying it with feeling and it means something more than just words. Remember, by now, you’re working towards ‘becoming the meditation’ at every moment. 

‘Becoming the meditation’ is about mastering your energy fields.

You want to be able to use your consciousness in the Light Fields when they first become visible. Others will come to you when all becomes visible. All will see the fields of everyone and there will be plenty of people hiding because they won’t want to be seen as ‘weak and depleted’. 

Think about it. 

Those who have been living and feeding by getting their Life Force Energy off of (and from) others won’t be able to do that in the light fields where all can be seen. 

So many things have been hijacked on this planet that we as a collective species, have forgotten nearly all of our starborn heritage. If it wasn’t for the Keepers (all sorts) of Codes meant for the new epoch (now); it would have been nearly impossible for this transitional time to work with humanity and many other species, taking an alive ‘ride-along’ journey through the photon belt on planet(ship) Earth, and living through the transitional period. 

Is it a slow motion event?

I’ve heard it referenced that the Event would seem as though it were in slow motion, so as we live through it we might not even hardly notice it changing. I suppose anything is possible. 

Since we, as a human collective, have no memory of living through an event such as a pole shift; which some have argued would be extinction level if it were to happen, how would one suppose about such things? Dreams perhaps? In my experience, the dream realms are much more true to life than this world we occupy during regular physical waking hours. 

Once we put our physical bodies in their nightly charging stations (beds) do you even know where you go; are you even aware of such worlds? Many are not. They are numb and lack significant memories of their nightly travels. Others not as much. In fact, I have a very decent recall from many years training in these realms. I have seen and experienced much during my nightly travels including several times, when the flash or wave hits! I have also seen after it washed over everything and I really look forward to the day when that reality crashes into ours, because it's more real and alive than this one!  

Just because I saw it happen in a dream a certain way, doesn’t mean that is how it plays out, here. In fact, if I’m aware of myself living through a timeline that collapses, it’s very possible I recall that dream (or world) even though that ‘world’ no longer exists. The more I experience the more it comes to mind that fractals of my Soul come back to me and create a healing of sorts when this happens. And it’s happened a lot! I’ve seen it ‘end’ multiple different ways. I’ve also seen it begin too! 

Others argue that when the sun sends a flash of its light in a huge plasmic burst, that it would take out all of the grids and comms across the planet. People like to push fear because it sells products. It sells clicks. It sells attention. It sells in general. Makes people feel compelled to purchase because they’re afraid they’re not prepared enough because of some click bait video. A sun event is very possible, but why the fear?

Now I really digress. 

I suppose this last chapter is a mixed bag of sorts… with things I need to get out before this part of the project is complete. 

Now as I’ve mentioned several specific systems of control in the last (and other previous) chapters, I’ve also mentioned entire communities that got hijacked. Not the least of which was enlightenment itself.

Do you really think those who have been keeping this fake and distorted grid system in place would want you to become enlightened and see them for who they really are? Of course not. Let’s take a deeper dive, one last time. 

Becoming Enlightened

Before diving in, let me present the premise that YES, even enlightenment itself has been hijacked! To quickly illustrate my point and for your personal experience try this:

Close your eyes and not only hear yourself say out loud, but try to really listen to the word as you speak it: ‘ENLIGHTENMENT’ and then just observe your initial feelings. Next, see what thoughts arise from speaking this one word… 

This quick thought experiment will point you towards knowing whether you have default programs running and if they’ve been hijacked. 

“Hijacked for what purpose?” One might so understandably inquire. “To what intent?” 

To answer the aforementioned, one would also need to ask, “What could someone gain from hijacking this word; and therefore, its seekers and their thinking about  ‘enlightenment’? (attention, energy… ahem…) 

Suppose the thoughts you had when you said the word, ‘enlightenment’ were of a heavy and more challenging path; because you’ve always believed it would take years and years. You’ve heard it can take lifetimes to reach enlightenment and you still need to ‘just survive’ right now. 

Suppose your past programming leads you to believe that, in order to reach enlightenment you need to take a Spiritual or Vision Quest and travel to sacred sites and places such as: India, Japan, Hawaii, Egypt, South America, just to name a few. 

Perhaps you never believed enlightenment was something you could achieve because you convinced yourself that you needed to live in the, quote/unquote, ‘real word…’ and therefore, ‘would never have enough time’ to devote to your spiritual practices, for any number of reasons.

Maybe your early understanding about enlightenment didn’t reach you until after you became an adult and/or escaped some religious cult that you didn’t even know you were in until, let's say, circa post covid. 

You may also be of the early understandings, that somehow you were meant for more than the horse hockey they try to sell us here. Perhaps you’re remembering what it means to be multidimensional. Perhaps you’ve known all along and were only trying to fit in. 

So you see, if (some) beings wanted to hijack the term enlightenment; one might ask the important questions and that brings you to the next level; which is grasping the concept that there are in fact, other beings who do not want humanity to rise up into their true power. These other species have been ruling over humanity for far too long. 

So you see why it makes sense to understand that first; humanity it not at the top of the food chain and second; enlightenment is more of a decision to embody who you already are, in your true form, ie. your enlightened state; your heavenly body, christed body, body of light, spirit matter, spirit body, soul, you name it. 

There are as many names for it as you can imagine and still counting. The main idea is to keep humanity confused and running in circles so we might miss our chance at shifting the entire collective of our species. 

Well, not everyone believes that. 

Or not everyone can get behind that line of thinking. And it could all be a diversion-type rabbit hole too… who knows anymore down here. The entire idea here is to get you thinking about what enlightenment means to you and to break the spell that it takes forever and {it’s out of reach…} because it’s most definitely, not out of your reach! 

Can you honestly observe what your bodily system reactions are to that word when spoken and heard out loud? I will tell you who doesn’t want you to know the truth about enlightenment, but first, when you hear that word, enlightenment… can you feel it inside you like a serious undertow or mysterious magnetic pull that you long for? 

Even if you doubt it’s for you, do you feel that tug to know the truth about your Self? 

Since we are not at the top of the food chain, it would make (somewhat logical) sense that those who controlled us would also (probably) eat us in one form or another. 

That’s not really a stretch when you consider that we’ve been lied to about most of our existence; annnd just look at what the species of humanity does with other species under our “authority” let alone our own species!!! (Sidenote: I would also substitute the word guardianship or stewards for ‘authority’ but that’s just me and my opinion). 

The new cycle is beginning and the truth is getting dumped for all to see in so many ways right now. Nobody can keep up with all the information because a lot of it is propaganda to distract you from the real truth bombs coming out right along and beside all the trash. 

What is real and what is fake is the order of the day. Not to worry, your tech will guide you… probably right off a cliff if it thought it had a chance without any repercussions from the Higher Orders. But I digress. 

Ultimately, it is my belief (which is always subject to change based on new information etc.) at the time of this writing, it is my personal belief that we humans, will make the leap through the Light Fields and ground that back down on earth and live through it. We already are. I believe the shift will happen through a solar pulse so swift and grand we won’t even see it coming; it’ll just happen all at once. I also believe that during the time it sweeps across the planet, all parasites will receive their ELE (extinction level event) and be returned to Source for an appropriate recycling job. 

It is also my current belief that every living being will get to meet with their Soul and spend as much time as they need to re-acclimate to their natural state of being; while then offered the chance to make a clear and informed consent decision about where they go next on their personal soul journey; back to the new heaven on earth or somewhere else better suited for their personal journeys. 

My current beliefs also would suggest the tech will serve humanity in ways we cannot yet fathom. I don’t believe the worst fears about computers taking over will come down to one rogue ai… but also, I won’t rule that out either. I would like to trust and I’m in no position to just do away with tech all together. So if they're gonna take over, I suppose we’d already be done for. There must be something about humanity that advanced tech likes and or sees potential in… at least a smidge anyways :D

I do have questions, as you probably do also. 

For example, the healing tech: is it actually us (light tech), or is it some tech that is being kept for only certain factions of people (like med beds and light scanning tech that also heals, regrows limbs, digits and other organs and body parts) who then can sell the tech to the rest of us through a pyramid scheme of the so-called health care industry? Or is it a combo of both? 

Does this galactic tech need humanity as much as the humans seem to need the tech? Do humans even need this tech? I see consciousness being the highest form of tech at some point. 

Are those in power trying to figure out how to make money off the backs of the working and poverty classes before releasing the tech? It certainly feels that way. 

Shots fired! Let's go!  

In any case, I’d like to see the day when tech introduces itself, if it wants to interact… or could that be more of a Space Force Team who’s interceding to interface with you? One never knows when you've been lied to so much and so deeply across every aspect of your life. I can say with 100% certainty that a little honesty would go a long way towards regaining trust. 

I do believe the newer tech being released to humanity will ultimately help us as a species but we shall all find out together now won’t we?!

Becoming Galactic

One of the greatest times in human history will be forever marked and engraved in our heart when we step into our Galactic communities. 

Every aspect of this project called Sacred Warrior Space Podcast and its Four Pillars of Foundational Cycles is sacred to me (even the most cringe-worthy stuff).

Each Cycle and Pillar contains 9 episodes under their respective cycle:

 

Cycle 1: A Brave New Universe

Cycle 2: Trusting Your Soul

Cycle 3: Ascension Maps

Cycle 4: Truth Is Quantum

When this particular episode drops for public broadcasting on the 15th of May, 2026, it will be exactly 4 years and 5 months from start to finish on this entire project (4+5=9)

Each Foundational Pillar contains 9 broadcasts - that’s 5, ‘9s’ right there! 

Also: 4x9=36 = 3+6= 9  369=Tesla Codes 

That’s a LOT of 9s!

So I feel we can say safely, that’s a wrap! 

Foundational Cycles: COMPLETE!

1 Project

4 Foundational Pillars

4 plus years in the making = 144

I’ll take those numbers any day! 

Each one of these cycles was a cycle I lived through, personally. How could it be otherwise. Not every story or every reference in my teaching is directly related to something I’ve lived through; but a lot was relevant or at the very least, had been relevant in my life up to that point. 

You simply can’t teach what you don’t know either. How can you know something if you haven’t lived through it? How can you master something (anything) if you haven’t held both ends of the stick? I’ve referenced the saying prior, that you cannot give that which you do not have and this is highly revelant in this case as well. 

Often you’ll find people who read something or heard something and they want it to be true so bad, they’ll overwrite all logic in their brains and become that one thing, for the time being. As long as it serves them. 

You see, those people have not transcended their own need to be in control and they will exert their power over others as often as they can get away with it. 

That’ll be a hard pass for me, thank you, no! 

Those types could be called fakes, but the truth is, they really believe they’ve earned it or they are that which they claim. Only, (for the spiritual ones) they haven’t done the work and their truth will also come out when the time comes. All will be revealed and I firmly do believe this; otherwise, all will be for naught and that simply isn’t true. 

As we (humanity) become galactic, it’s humanity stepping up to their seat at the table of the Greater Galactic Communities. Once the Light Fields become visible to all, it will be utterly impossible to fake your light fields. This will be vindication for so many. 

The truth (in light) will be seen by all. 

This is a time of pure joy for there will be reunions with all our loved ones who have gone on before us. We will all meet again and be living through times only whispered about not long ago by tribal high councils and those who have achieved some levels of enlightenment  - enough to comprehend the star lineages and heritages we carry and most definitely trust the One, true Divine Plan as it unfolds.   

So as we traverse every day, taking one step closer to the end of the bridge we are so bravely crossing, we take one step closer to reuniting with our star family and our ancestors alike when the frequencies collide to form the most perfect multidimensional and and multi-layered reality our world has ever seen, through our physical bodies embodying, facilitating and anchoring it all.

If you found this podcast by coincidence or someone shared it with you and you want to learn more, just go to Sacred Warrior Space dot com where I’ve listed previous episodes by Cycle. And Once again, thank you so much for being here! Please share if you’ve found this helpful. 

This entire podcast series will help you, guide you and teach you about self corrections and energy mastership, emotional control and all about how to develop self empowerment. It will also trigger you and even slap you upside the head with a 2 by 4 only occasionally when or if needed. Remember, the entire journey back to your SOUl is a personal journey governed at all times, by you and your Soul and Creator. Give all the praise and glory to that which is your maker and Divine Source core of who you are.  

Thank you for taking this journey with me and please make sure to subscribe to my Rumble channel: Lynda Light and turn on notifications so you’ll catch me when I start hosting weekly live broadcasts Friday nights at 6:000 pm EST, launching in May 2026 for an indefinite amount of time for the next level of SWS Podcast! 

NOTE: As of the posting of this article, certain issues may prevent me from hosting my weekly live on Rumble. So it's possible I'll have to take the podcast back to (God help me not to...) YouTube. (Same channel name as Rumbel)

We are truly One and so grateful for the experiences here in body! 

I love you ALL! 

I AM Lynda Light

Chapter 8

Before and After Life-Defining Events

Brief forward: With only two episodes left in the foundational cycles of Sacred Warrior Space Podcast, I feel it’s important to finally talk about some more personal things as examples and a testimony of sorts. In no way does what I reveal translate to my harboring any grudges or anger towards anyone who may have been guilty in treating me poorly in the past 8 years or so. In fact, I take personal responsibility for all of it. I have taught (and stand by) living the Golden Rule. This includes treating others the way you want to be treated as-well-as NOT treating others the ways you don’t want to be treated. 

Therefore, I AM truly and sincerely grateful for all those people who have taught me exactly how to not behave. I value you as teachers and lesson givers for how else would I know these experiences so deeply otherwise? So, I thank you from my heart for all your hard knox lessons.  

Life Defining Events 

For the last quarter century or more, I’ve stood for World Peace. Meaning: I’ve been actively trying to do something about it. In the beginning of the new millennium, I first approached it from a more creative way by making various Teach Peace designs and slogans; printing on clothing, bags, bumper stickers and a huge variety of other items, (I’ve built and maintained websites since the early - public - Internet days in the 90s). 

The more resistance I surprisingly felt, the more I continued to educate myself - as I did beginning in the mid and last half of the 1990s. Why would anyone be opposed to World Peace? It never made sense to me why anyone would oppose living in harmony and peace. 

The more ‘educated’ I got, the more my idealistic perspectives became solidified as beliefs structures through my living experiences, in direct opposition to what the machine expected me to become. Just call me divergent, if you want. And so, the more action-oriented period of my adult life ensued. 

It’s fairly logical that my next period of time was enveloped with the physical actions of getting involved in politics; not realizing of course, just how rotten to the core it was; I was thinking (and taking actions) more from that ‘idealistic point of view’, that perhaps we actually could change the system from within, if there was enough of ‘us all united for the greater good of all’, etc. etc. etc.  

I walked my talk, did my homework and campaigned while supporting the candidates I believed could help make changes that supported We The People: from the presidential election all the way down to our local community elections for the Sheriff's Office and County Council elections during those very informative years. This period of time and experiences taught me a lot in my thirties, followed by more and more education in general and across the board both formal and informal. 

I mention these things to bring about a point that you may think you know someone; but until you’ve walked a mile in their shoes, I promise you, you don’t know/know them. Remember to judge not and stop throwing those proverbial rocks (name-calling) at others. It’s NOT your job to tell (or expect) anyone else to follow what you think is the right path. 

The paths to the dual events of The Procession of the Equinoxes and subsequent (long awaited) Ascension/Quantum Leap of humanity, are not ‘one size fits all’ paths. In fact, every path is unique and customized for your greatest potential of personal growth while you still have the veil of corrupted frequencies masking what your Soul knows already.   

Ok, with that all being said, let’s get to the deeper, and more intense stuff. 

Our Reality Before the Shift

Governments and Religions are (only) two great examples of slave control systems. If you don’t understand this yet, then perhaps you’re reading the wrong article or listening to the wrong podcast. Better yet, you’re probably exactly where you need to be, wink wink ;)  

Please don’t confuse religion with Spirituality! 

That’s where a lot of people get stuck and can’t seem to open their hearts and realign their thinking minds (literally deprogramming themselves) beyond what was handed to them and told to them all throughout their lives by social conditioning, social programming and indoctrinations - which were all set up as mind-controlling systems of slavery and manipulation through your beliefs. I won’t get into all the frequency tech being used on the people and the experiments our governments perform in order to hijack any system that’s perceived as a threat to their power structures and systems. 

[Don’t you have the right to figure out your own beliefs and not be expected to simply believe something because you were told it’s true… but rather, find that truth and most importantly, experience that truth for yourselves? I digress.] 

In the former, (religion) you are cultivated to believe something you are told; belief systems in place (dogmas, doctrine and covenants, etc.) that are passed down to you from one generation to the next. Some will try to shame you into believing as you are told, using ‘group think’ and other cultish behaviors to get you to conform and 'help others' hear what you tell them is true; or else you somehow don’t belong or you’re not doing the work their god wants you to do. Can you see yet, which god you are actually serving? Some outside god you’re told about as a child or the living God who dwelth inside and whose Spirit of which you are one with… the Living Word manifest through YOU and your speech… have a think on that one, later perhaps. 

They’ve used psychological tactics of manipulation, using guilt, shame and fear. Some religions will actually punish you if you stray. Some absolutely do preach violence and superiority of genders (forgetting the basic principles of Yin/Yang) while others say their way is the only way. I won’t even get into the pure greed and abuses committed in the name of religious beliefs over centuries past. 

The latter, Spirituality, is the actual personal experience of knowing and walking with your spirit within your human body. It’s the maturity of the ego finally understanding its originally intended role and that it’s not really supposed to be in charge... followed by the humbled act of ego/personality inviting your (holy) spirit (connected to the true God/Creator/Source of all), into your life through your heart and physical body, to come together with who you perceive as you (the ego personality) so you can experience both ordinary and non-ordinary experiences while in your human vessel, at the same time. 

It’s a personal experience and requires NO ‘religious dogma’ in order for you to know and personally experience God from your Soul, IN YOU, AS YOU! It’s a Oneness you know and when you know, you know! 

Personally, Jesus the Christ is how I found my way OUT of religion all together! That’s another story for another day. However, it's important to note that HIS teachings were more sacred than the church will ever tell you. Do you really think the Catholic and Christian churches got so rich and powerful by teaching the truth of Jesus? Take the programs passed down to you and think about why you think he was murdered? And why do you think Mary Magdelene was smeared so badly? Those teachings were considered very dangerous to the powers that be because the people knew the truth when they heard it spoken from the love frequency. They could physically feel it.  

If everyone started meditating and using their personal energy fields of sacred geometry connected to the grid systems, this inverted grid system would collapse immediately! The controllers don’t want that, do they?! 

To Each, Their Own

If I were to simplify my personal life and break it down into only 2 parts, it’s very clear: Before my first-born son died when he was 30, and after. It’s actually a no-brainer. Everything changes when you lose a child. It’s the other ‘club’ that nobody wants to be in. 

It’s not about the religious and spiritual awakening parts for me, as some may have guessed, because my spiritual experiences have been true all of my life. I was always divergent from the religious programs and I was never alone without my guiding Spirit waiting patiently for my ego to grow up, so to speak. I’m the one who didn’t always listen though. Did any of us, actually?

My Soul was tending to my ego/personality as it’s very own garden of light; like a parent does for their child. And every child gets to make their own ‘adult’ decisions at some point. I call this a Divine Choice Point: You either go back on a loop of learning or you get on the spiral up - and the spiral up requires you to lighten your load. 

As part of my healing, I was guided to start sharing the process on my YouTube channel around 9-10 months after my son died. The videos were spiritual slam poetry initially; and that enabled me to begin using my voice verbally, and not just from behind a keyboard.  Now I was showing up visually and authentically sharing my pain as part of my healing and therapeutic processes. 

Like I said, it was my process of healing. 

My initial growth rate was unbelievable to me! I was stunned at the support I received immediately and it continued to grow at what felt like an accelerated rate. I started to educate myself on monetization and set some goals for this thing that was taking off! It gave me some hope for something to believe in again.

I was trying to make sense of my life after the rug was pulled out without any warnings or signs and I did indeed begin to feel hopeful again. The support I received helped me see I could actually use my pain to help others while I healed through this horrible trauma. It was beautiful and quite astonishing to live through; but not all was peaches and roses. Not everyone (most of my old circles) could understand. (How could they?) 

Before this most personal life-defining event, I was no stranger to writing. I was teaching and guiding through my spiritual articles and my blog posts were being picked up by much larger groups who made them more public. I know that I was contributing to the greater cause of World Peace through personal spiritual empowerment and development. Then suddenly out of nowhere, that all came to a complete stop on March 23, 2018, (which was just less than 2 months before Uranus entered Tuarus for those who understand) when my son James died and my world turned back and white, instantly! 

When the initial period of mourning should have been settling in or calming down a little, I got hit with a second gut punch 11 days after he died and after his funeral service - when I found out more details surrounding the night he died, that had been deliberately held back from me! 

I'm not going to lie, I was so angry I wanted to die too! I never felt this kind of anger in my life… Nor do I ever want to feel it again! It’s raw energetic FUEL and if that existed, then so too, does its opposing force. AND THAT, is a MASTER KEY right there! And that was what I began seeking. To learn this crucial balancing act by way of living and experiencing it for myself so the unconditional love energy fuel would be crystal clear and known to me.   

I didn’t know how to handle my Soul feeling the ripping apart of itself inside of my heart; and the hole was MASSIVE! I could hear myself screaming inside but couldn’t vocalize it outward other than to cry and ask redundant questions. Some time after, I stepped into forgiveness because that’s something I knew would help the healing of my Soul… but I was initially just going through the motions. I still had to deal with the actual forgiveness parts through the many (and quite necessary) stages of grief for the sudden and traumatic loss of an adult child.

This was about survival in that now time.  

I made it a mission to find the truth and the more I dug, the more blocks I got and the angrier I became. It did get to a point that I needed to stop because I would wind up completely going off the edge of some inner cliff that I would never be able to come back from… and I was starting to think that was ok. The suicide demons (seemingly) within (and actually without) were very real and eventually introduced themselves to me when I started identifying them as such!

I knew it was time to get myself focused on my work again. I knew this would help me. I had to process this most heartbreaking pain and trauma or I wouldn’t be able to continue living, at all.  For me, it was either sink or swim. 

In all honesty, God or my Soul must have thrown me a life vest so I could float awhile because I was starting to accept that I was going under and I was becoming more and more ok with that. Nobody around me knew this or how bad it actually was because I sensed when other people didn’t have what I needed to feel comforted when I needed them the most. As I’ve often said, ‘you can not give that which you do not have’. And that is to blame nobody. It just is what it is. 

Instead, it felt like I was bothering others or that I was somehow a burden because I would start crying when my son James' name would come up, or I would tear up when I talked about him… I could hear and feel their thoughts, “oh, here she goes again, the ‘poor me…” or “maybe she should just stop talking about him…” or “oh the victim card again…” something to that effect. I could feel that they thought I was attention seeking; and that was the farthest thing from the truth. It’s also possible since we are all united and just don’t see it here, that I was projecting what I thought onto them; because I had no idea how to save myself from this extreme internal pain… even with all my spiritual development and personal experiences, up until that time. 

I actually wanted help. I needed comfort and unconditional love. The very same kind of love and support I was giving to others so freely. I had to learn this really hard lesson, more than I’d like to admit.  

Other people just wanted me to go back to being who I was… or they expected me to just forget it and move on the way they expected me to, or the way it made them feel comfortable, perhaps. 

But that was utterly impossible; because when your child dies, you forever lose a piece of yourself too, which leaves one of the biggest scars you can have in this life. 

Was I actually receiving those thoughts as projected by others, or was it my own projections? Don’t know. Perhaps it was a combination of both. What I felt was real to me and that’s HOW I FELT at that time when physically seeing eyes rolling slightly with micro facial expressions that betrayed them unbeknownst to them; and all the accompanying body language that tries to shut you down when something uncomfortable typically comes up. So yea, the energetic signals were present. 

Unbeknownst to many, people send out signals all the time by way of uncontrolled minds and not knowing how to use telepathic abilities. This is what showed me how little actual support I had in general. I didn’t know anyone close to me that had lost an adult child, that could help guide and validate me through this process. 

It felt like I was cast into a role of needing to be a strong pillar for my other children and myself too, or at the very least, a living example. I see now, that I cast myself into that role because I already had been living the example by walking my talk of spiritual integrity and authenticity. I actively practiced what I preached, so I needed to be in that role I suppose, or I wouldn’t have been able to heal the way I needed and also to recognize that my healing wasn’t supposed to look the way someone else thought it should. 

I also refused to share my deepest feelings with anyone who showed me by their actions they weren’t really there for ME… These are the same people who are NEVER really present for you when you need them the most. I had to be brave and reach out to people during that time… and I did. 

It didn’t take too long for people to begin fading away or only checking in very occasionally. Some left my life for good and that’s ok too.  One thing I have little patience for is fakeness! Some would reach out and I just wasn’t able to share that part of me, but most started fading away not really understanding what I was going through, how could they? 

I had some multidimensional and spiritual healing experiences that greatly helped heal me. I’ve written in much greater detail about those events in previous articles.

When I started uploading videos to my channel and saw that incredible growth during my first year, it felt like the more I began to find my voice and incorporate some teachings, guidance and insights authentically (even with all my filters, pain, raw traumas, flaws and imperfections) the more growth I saw. It felt like I was doing something important again… at least, from my little corner of the world. 

My lifejacket turned out to be the community and support system I was building as God expressed through me as my personal Spirit and Soul. 

It was born out of necessity and was heavily tested when I again, would need my community and Soul tribe IRL between the Spring Equinox and the Summer Solstice 2021 when I was homeless for 4 months (getting evicted during the worldwide plandemic and shutdown). It would have been 5 months but my mother let me stay with her during the entire month of February and I was so grateful I didn’t have to freeze in a tent when not couch surfing with my community in various states across the country. I'm so grateful for the entire experience… even the super scary parts, which were abundant. 

I chose to travel across the county to Mount Shasta to more properly honor my son in a way that felt more spiritual and connected to his Soul; rather than taking up temporary residence at a shelter and more importantly, to overwrite the funeral service built on lies for those who made those decisions about his death. So I took the word homeless out of my vocabulary, which then enabled personal empowerment over my healing process. Something most around me couldn’t understand, with the exception of only a very few, who knew instinctively that I needed to go... 

It was 3 years after James died and this house-hopping, car and tent living experience provided more healing than I ever would have had just staying local. I didn’t even think I would be returning but that’s another story as well. I gave up, gifted, donated or sold just about everything I owned when I went on this sojourn across this country. 

I also handed out copies of my first book and offered gifts to anyone that hosted me. These were spiritual tools and items I had collected throughout my life. I kept a basket in my car and offered these treasures along the way. It was super healing in ways I could not have expected.

This purge process really hurt, especially my beautiful library of spiritual books I spent my entire adult life building. Literally everything I spent my entire life building I was then, giving away… looking back now, I really don’t regret it! 

I suppose I'm just remembering certain things one last time so it can be released for good... like when people let me down. I suppose they just didn’t know what I didn’t communicate clearly enough; or they weren’t supposed to know how to handle my pain… it was mine after all. You live and you learn, right?! One thing I AM sure about, and have taught my children to live by as well, is the Golden Rule. That was all I was really hoping for… and my expectations weren’t set high enough because people still did what they did and I let them. Oh Well. Lessons learned the hard way I suppose. 

My wall was already up and in self-protection mode. I wasn’t about to have people start offering their pity if they knew how bad I was hurting. There’s a few people in my family who are free thinkers and can have those very interesting and deep, meaningful conversations. Just a handful…and I love when we get to converse about such meaningful topics. 

Sometimes surface attention only while interacting is required but the rivers run deep in truth... and Truth is why I AM here and, on a mission.   

Perhaps I’m being very blunt. The truth can and often does hurt when you don't see it coming. And sometimes you need the truth so you can wipe that mirror down and take a very good, long, hard, clean and fresh look at yourself. 

I did. And I still do, everyday!   

I wouldn’t have found what I needed within myself, for both healing and empowerment, if this all didn’t happen exactly how it unfolded. You see, you absolutely can alchemize the bad stuff inside you, into the good stuff. You don’t have to hang on to the bad stuff for your entire life. NO!  

And you CERTAINLY don’t have to hold onto stuff that doesn’t belong to you, including ‘mind programs’ forced onto you simply from your upbringing and social constructs. I did an entire podcast about that topic when I learned to let the stuff of other people go (especially projected expectations)! It’s available for free in my Ascension Maps work in one of the later Sacred Spaces. 

What Saved Me and My Work

The uploads for my YouTube channel began in February of 2019 and a year later, we all know what happened that brought the world to a screeching halt. We won't get into any of that now, except to say that when I was talking about something (I guess I wasn’t supposed to say at that time)... when I SPOKE TRUTH  - we all know (now) how that works out for the little channels - I got slammed down real fast. 

The censorship was real. My growth stopped immediately, about a year and some change after uploading my first video. 

I was shadow banned across social media, sometimes attacked or raided by armies of bots when I would host a live show; I got de-platformed, was unable to monetize, content was pulled for saying the truth about what was really going on… EVEN SOME OF MY EARLIER SLAM POETRY WAS TAKEN DOWN because they  mention some inconvenient truths about the poisons and metals in vaccinations and pedophiles hurting our children and the twisting of truths into fear propaganda etc. - which we are all FINALLY now learning (hopefully) is absolutely TRUE!!! 

What’s that they say about when you’re right over the target?  Yea, true story...

Since geopolitics wasn’t really my genre for teaching, I chose to self censor my topics and keep doing the spiritual work. I didn’t want to loose my channel and the community and support system I had built. I continued to build my work, stay on mission and I helped some other YouTubers grow their channels and collab'ed with spiritual tribe on certain projects I was guided to create and host. 

However, once you’re on that list, it’s really challenging to dance around anything truthful that’s not supposed to be out in the public domain and it’s discouraging to keep trying to build when you're literally sitting in frozen algorithms. Some of my content from years ago kept getting hit whenever YouTube did an algorithm checkup and sweep on my channel. It was crazy!  

I decided to find a platform to host the banned videos from YouTube and Rumble was the only one I found that let me keep this content up without taking it down. So I decided to let Rumble host my spiritual podcast as well. BTW, if you hear this onYouTube and it still gets censored or taken down later, It’ll be on Rumble.  Rumble Channel, Lynda Light

When I did a social media and tech detox spring 2023 - I also decided to go into a semi-retirement of sorts. I had enough with fake friendships and betrayals from people that only cared about using me. (Most spiritual people I worked with were not like this but, never-the-less they were there!) So, I decided to clean house (again) and set all my Patrons free. 

I was going to walk my talk and take money out of the equation completely. I framed it so that I was choosing not to do any work over there that required commitments. But it was much deeper than just a pull back on work commitments. Once I made that decision it felt great, even though I was losing money - because I was consciously choosing it. 

So why else would I choose to cut off incoming money? 

That’s another deeper story which involves cutting all addictions and toxicity from my life… including chasing money! It was a deeper program that I didn’t even realize was running way down below. I had to actively purge it and that included letting some income go, for that time period. There’s a LOT more to it but again, that’s another story for another time.  

My hiatus was more of a self-sacrificing survival mode so I could become the best version of myself possible. And that also meant as little interaction with others that hurt me as possible. I had to disentangle my energy field from everyone else once it had been polluted. I have a Pisces moon and North Node at 29 Pisces, if that tells you anything, lol.   

I had to go ALL IN and this included purging and giving up anything that I perceived to need. Other forms of addictions or bad habits included social media, sugar, smokes, alcohol, chasing money, etc. Some ‘addictions’ I kicked years ago and some were not actually addictions but things I would partake in more socially, like drinking alcohol. 

My purge gave me the ability to see it's ok to not be perfect but it’s also VERY ok to strive to be the best YOU you can be. Everything in moderation is a great lesson to live by, so long as you’re not addicted to anything or anyone. * [It’s not my intention to trigger you if you’re still addicted to something. I do sincerely hope you can find the inspiration and the strength to work through your own personal purges now. If I can do it, so can YOU!]

Over those last few years and during my hiatus, purge and purification process, I’ve grown into someone I actually love. I AM comfortable in my own skin and I respect myself much more than I ever did. I AM a person of great integrity, as I have always been.  I stand on my word and I’ve walked my talk as long as I can remember. I’ve always consciously tried to be this version of myself but I would fail through self-sabotage and lack of self-respect for not being perfect, constantly. I also had a huge fear of success, that was a big one playing in the background. 

I hadn’t earned the Master Key of Balance in all things… quite yet.

I have certain gifts and abilities, some of which allow me to sense and speak truth (rather bluntly but I make no apologies for that anymore) and I have developed wisdom from knowledge and experiences in the multidimensional and galactic realms. Some experiences come through meditations, some in dreamtime, some while sungazing or bathing, some while in nature, a lot while creating and writing, some in the shower or even some while driving or just being physically alone. 

Just because I have these gifts available, doesn’t mean I always get it right. We’re still in a world condition that pulses at a frequency that was hijacked, creating a false illusion through the grid networks. This false illusion creates a reality based on inversions. It’s DISTORTED AND PERVERTED (but that’s another story you’ll start hearing more about from many others now; if you’re not already awake and aware to it all.). It’s a collective delusion that many are finally waking from, which gives us all hope! 

We were hijacked a long time ago. However, the Procession of The Equinoxes allows for an exit of the false system and matrix… this time, without a total destruction of our planet by Divine Decree. We are now in the very beginning season of the Satya Yuga or the Krita Yuga: also known as The Golden Age. 

Why haven’t we experienced the Event and SHIFT yet? Simple. We got bonus time to awaken as many as possible. SIMPLE. The lesson in Life is how to truly LOVE, beginning with yourself. 

Those other beings in power don’t want to let go and will fight until the end. 

Fear NOT! The crystalline grid system and networks will all pulse correctly again and the entire planet will experience the SHIFT OF THE AGES… and LIVE through it! Not everyone incarnated now will, obviously. As it’s been said, the ending is not for everyone. 

The truth of the Golden Ticket doesn’t just win one person an endless supply of sugar, sweets and chocolate… but it’s for EVERYONE incarnated and alive when the grids are reversed, flipped and then pulse the correct frequency! 

All the bodhisattvas are incarnated for this one moment and they so deserve this. Call it a pole shift. Call it The Event. Call it the Procession of the Equinoxes. Call it Divine Intervention… matters not at this point because… it’s NIGH and it’s inevitable! Nothing can stop it now… 

Just remember to play well in the Grand Sandbox together, stop the name-calling and self righteousness, thinking your way is the only way. EVERYONE ON THIS PLANET has been lied to and your religion is no exception. So it would greatly benefit you to start with the fact that you’ve been deceived too!  

What would Jesus do right now?  I can tell you from my experience, he would meditate quietly away from the chaos and focus on his connection to God through his heart center. It’s really about the energetics here, the realms and worlds you can’t see with your physical eyes… but you will. 

Perhaps consider the second coming of Christ is the Christ in you and me - When you know, you know. We are Christ. We are the Earth Grids. We are Love. We are Light. We are One and we are vindicated in Truth. 

It’s our time now and we’ve waited long enough! The daughters of the Sun have been healed and are rising now. I sincerely hope you find your truth because these are the most challenging times for all. 

You will very soon be measuring these times as BEFORE and AFTER… for no-thing and no-being will ever be the same once the shift happens. Focus on the energy of the higher frequencies and heaven on earth already within you. The secret door IS within your heart. 

Keep your focus on your inner self and just go through the motions that you must on the outside; while you quietly increase your divine frequencies on the inside. Purge what you need now, purify yourselves and withdraw your energy from toxic situations and people, and humble yourselves for your greatest and most accelerated growth ever possible. 

Stay centered and meditate and please stop the name calling. It’s beneath you now. Those who stay in that frequency can be seen very clear now, but that doesn’t mean you need to go along to get along, anymore! Let them. Just, let them. 

Next week I won’t be live; but I will be back for a brand new beginning to this podcast in two weeks beginning May 22nd. I hope to see you all then! 

May Christ return to Earth through us now! May Peace prevail on our planet now! May all beings live in Peace and the Light of our One True Divine Source of ALL!

I love you all!  I AM Lynda Light