Too Harsh? Or Just Right...

     Often times, I take a fairly stubborn stance in my positions. My sun sign is Taurus and my ascendant is also in Taurus, so the stubbornness factor is definitely a trait at times; and on certain subjects I feel deep in my bones and in my Spirit. Whether based in so-called 3D facts or more subjective in nature, I tend to go ALL IN when I'm certain or just know something... even to my own detriment. Let's take my last article as an example. 

[Spirit guided me to write on the topic of: Balancing your Spirit with your Ego Person, since that is what I've been experiencing and going through in my personal life during these times. The April  Eclipse of 2024 triggered an acceleration for the path I've been on most of my adult life, I would offer. And over the last year, I've been on the final loop of repeating patterns that have been previously hidden to me.] 

    Of course the money trap came through and triggered my 'outward action' in teaching again, (that feels wonderful, truly wonderful) and so I went with the flow while writing... only to later see both sides of this debate, yet once again. 

Yesss, I thought my download explained it all and I could be productive again... I wasn't content to rest on my Lifes' work that I previously dubbed, a past project I had completed. My semi-retirement stage was filled with learning, crafting, creating and mostly, gifting my treasures. 

I HAD A BLAST! I could get lost without taking care of my physical needs often, whether it was sleep, food, rest, even socializing. I would cave myself and pretty much live in my room when I could during the winter months, moreso this past year.

This couldn't last and I knew it. As everything changes, so too do I... and I never assume anyone is the same as they were on the past. Heck, my positions that are in balance need no explanation, but the ones which were out of balance are being noticed daily, until there's none left... which is to come!

So while I'm being guided to teach about connecting to your Soul in the past, I'm am now guided to teach about Balancing your Soul with your Ego Person. This is where Humanity is now, ALL OF US! 

The download was massive and as I was thinking I fully inner-stood this (again) just a few short days ago. Yay, I could take a position and stay right there! HA! My inner Taurus felt secure and I seemed to have embraced it... haha... only to see a complete reversal (through grace, just saying ;) 

    We (Souls here to teach as we ascend) have all (pretty much) the awareness that what we teach about tends to be a reflection of our own life at any given time; whether writing, video, in person or even conversations. (I'll talk more about this in an upcoming segment). It challenged me, which led me to understand that I was out of balance and leaning quite hard in my stance, perspective and position of this topic.     

* I spoke about the trappings of money and locking your knowledge behind pay gates, pay walls and memberships which would exclude people from getting certain knowledge. I proposed to my Spirit Self, that these teachings belong to everyone. Knowledge on topics such as: energetic information and multidimensional information that helps one connect with their very soul essence.  

* I still do, truly know that money isn't a god worshipped in the real world where our true self resides - in the higher frequencies where our real bodies are located. However, I tend to forget when mentioning  such things, that we're also living in more than one realm, world, reality, dimension... 

    I teach all the time about balance and work very hard to maintain my own fields and state, in a balanced way as much as possible. I must admit that over the last few years, it's becoming increasingly more important to stay balanced in order to be able to 'walk between the worlds' so to speak. 

    For one to be able to 'walk between the worlds' one must be balanced and know thyself quite well through inner work and, in order to match frequencies with others. Otherwise, nothing sticks. The energies just bounce off each other. In order for true essence connections when one truly resonates with another, it's a giving and receiving kind of thing. One must be in a balanced state in order for this to be accomplished and both parties be in a mutually reciprocal state. This can not happen when one being is not giving or (able to) receive, equally. 

    Being blocked doesn't mean you are completely blocked per say; you may just be blocked on a certain topic, situation and/or with certain people who are not mutually receptive to your thoughts, ideas and energies. It may not even be you who is doing the so-called blocking. It could also be you blocking yourself because you have not completed your lessons on a certain topic. You will notice more and more when this happens. 

Something will just feel, OFF. 

    As you progress more into the plasmatic energies and as you rise in your own personal frequencies, you will often times now, notice these off-matched frequencies and avoid discordance before it becomes a problem... so when you listen to your intuition or your Spirits voice within, you can avoid self sabotage and perceived blocks with many things. 

    More specifically as an example, the topic I spoke about in my previous article regarding money. I may have spoken out of turn because I personally, would love to see money just go away, for everyone! However, while I'm still in a 3D realm with a physical body, I do need money to eat and take care of my expenses. I do myself no good when I deny that aspect. 

This has been a super challenging life lesson for me and one that I've had playing on repeat for most of my adult life.  

    What I don't want to fully embrace is money because I know it doesn't exist where I come from... and yet, I still need it here, to a point. I've learned a lot about my self sabotage efforts and have gone back and forth many times since the late 90's on this topic and most challenging lesson. 

Give my work away, or charge for it! 

    If I do charge for it, how do I determine the value? Being fair without being overpriced, not under or over valuing my worth. 

I know I'm not alone in this struggle. 

    I KNOW  I'm not alone with who's been beaten down so far that our worth had to go on life support for a while. I'm also definitely not alone in being resuscitated many times from the same program that just kept looping and repeating, over and over... and yet, I'm still here contemplating this topic and getting answers from my Spirit and Soul Self. 

My Spirit has answered me on this before, many times in fact; but WILL I LISTEN THIS TIME?

    I've even made it clear how I felt about other people locking knowledge away from those who don't have money or can't afford to pay for it (certain things like: knowledge that belongs to all humans imho). I suppose that's why I create so much free content and put so much value in my work for those who are as hungry as I am for the Truth about our purpose here and where we're heading as a species. 

    You see, it is my belief and knowing, that nobody can hold a copyright or claim IP on certain topics that belong to the human race in its entirety; nor should they try to monetize certain information by locking it behind a pay wall or pay gate or membership. I stand on this firmly with all the stubbornness one can have with a healthy dose of double Taurus coming at you strong-willed and filled with compassion for all of humanity. 

There's right and there's wrong! 

    I also would like to add that my stubbornness has definitely been clouded by my judgements of others. I remember that they too, must learn their lessons. And that, they WILL indeed, learn. It's not for me to continue working against myself in order to make some higher moral ground point that they too, will learn at some point of their journey. It is not for me to die on that hill whilst still in a physical body because I need balance in that area now too. 

Having this stance has cause me great self suffering and I now need to rebalance this area of my life. 

    I will begin to offer my work again on my Patreon where I can receive money for my work and efforts. I not only deserve that which I've earned, I also can get out of the suffering from lack; which then enables me to pay for the much needed expenses to create beautiful, peaceful and easy digital offering... websites, hosting platforms, domain names, streaming services and security certificates, along with any other service I need for my offerings. They all needs to be paid for with money, so I do absolutely deserve to charge for my work, efforts, time and creations. 

    In order for me to be ok with making this move, I need to mention that I will always provide free content with my videos and articles. I will continue to give away my work when Spirit guides me... that will never change. However, it is time for me to charge for my services again and charge a fair price for my efforts. I deferred to Spirit for my pricing. 

    You can always join my Patreon for FREE and will have access to content that is guided by my Spirit to be made available and helpful to all, no matter what. I thank you for being part of this tribe and community and I look forward to providing you with the kind of content that can be helpful, insightful and assist you on your journey. 

     Thank you for being interested enough in your own learning that you're reading this far. I will continue to post articles here that will be helpful, insightful and streamed directly from my Source and Creator God, through my Soul and Spirit Self. The One who lives within me/within you. 

    This post is more of an update about my rebalancing and repositioning for the upcoming work. Thank you for being here. I love you!