Chapter Two
Chapter 2
The Truth About How Heightened Senses Get Paused
Your energy is your true currency, your birthright, and you will learn this to be true very soon, if you don’t know already. So how do we actually use our energy; because for a lot of people it seems impossible to use something you can’t see or touch - and hold in your hand (such as a physical item).
The sense of feeling has been highly underrated in my opinion. What I’m saying is that you’re taught from a very young age that what you feel should be hidden, controlled, even denied… or at least, much of the older generations have been taught and conditioned that way; so they repeat and regurgitate what they have (been forced to) learn.
In fact, as a child most have been conditioned over and over that what they actually see and hear (multidimensionally) isn’t ‘there’... think about invisible friends and the bad rep they got… actually, the bad rep YOU got if you had them!
Let’s simplify this. The younger you are, the less programming you have. That’s not a statement of fact but rather, a generalization for simplification I’ll come back to later.
This general statement is obviously not true for everyone. There are plenty of Gen X’ers who were awakened enough to not throw their children into socially engineered programs to further strengthen the ‘conditioning’ about what are ‘socially acceptable’ (programs) and what is not. That’s just a way to reinforce the programs for the systems of control. * Groupthink is just one tactic used to manipulate you through bullying conformance within peer groups.
[Let’s bee honest and admit they just wanted to produce good little worker bees (pun intended).]
If I knew then what I know now, I would have home-schooled my children 100%! Pink Floyd even tried to warn us about the so called-education system, but I digress. We all get fooled at some point and we definitely ALL have been lied to, gaslit and thrown out with the bath water when we perhaps repeatedly, didn’t conform.
However, not everyone who was divergent from the social engineered constructs were dead in the water. No. You could say we adapted and learned how to breathe under water and just go with the flow. You could say we infected the water with our love, just by our sheer presence. We ARE literal love in action through every drop of water in all its manifested forms; which transforms into steam when heated and continues along its own path - in various PHYSICAL FORMS - from steam to rain or ice, snow and back to the great oceans. Nice key there: WATER. LIVING WATER.
Parenting Paradigms No Consequences Have Consequences
It does seem nowadays, there are more and more enlightened parents who are trying to be more conscious in their guardian duties and obligations. However, even that movement got hijacked and they had the audacity to call it, gentle or conscious parenting - it tells you all you need to know but we’ll take a quick dive anyway.
What started as a wonderful and loving movement and an actual paradigm shift got quickly hijacked and reinforced through socially (engineered) acceptable constructs that led the blind further away from what this paradigm shift was supposed to become. It showed you as plain as day, in one generation, how not having consequences produces results. And those results are not good!
If you can see these results in your own home and perhaps you’re a parent whose child hits and abuses you or others, maybe bites, etc. then you’re someone who needs to look in the mirror and not at your child or previous generations, other people or even on the outside of you someone else. This really is all about you right now. You insisted on creating this little behavioral experiment and now, you’ve lost control and your methods have proven to be a big fat failure. OK, ok, that's a little harsh and I don't like to use the word 'failure' often. I actually believe that all experiences are neither good nor bad... but let's be honest here - some results of trying something new aren't what we expected.
So now what?
Do you let your child grow up to be your abuser? I don’t think so. You wouldn’t be here if you weren't ready to take personal accountability. Only you can retrain your child in not only the Golden Rule principles but also, that actions do have consequences. You are their example so start walking the talk and not giving lip service. Actions do speak very much louder than words ever will.
Children develop self defense mechanisms based on when and how they can get your energy, your ‘attention’ (there’s a direct correlation right there). If you are on your phone all day and your child is acting up, it doesn’t take a super intelligent person to deduce that your child wants you, your attention, your energy, your love.
Are you putting a social media or technology addiction over your child?
A child that bites, hits, pushes, lashes out, throws things etc. they’re very young child behaviors that need to have immediate consequences or you allow your child to be raised like an animal. Yes, I said it. Sounds like a strong statement but honestly, nobody wants a child to grow up behaving like that so it doesn’t make any sense to not have healthy boundaries and definitely have IMMEDIATE consequences to actions such as these.
If you’ve been allowing behavior like this, then your battle of wills will ensue when you first institute any corrections. But you’re the parent. Your will should outlast theirs. Be patient, firm and establish clear boundaries. The child will learn when you learn first.
Firm does not equal angry!
Remember I said the younger the person is the less they are programmed?
Well, if you don’t want your child to grow up thinking it’s ok to bite or hit someone, it doesn’t matter how many times you tell them jack_! If you don’t have a direct and immediate consequence they will eventually need to learn that at some time later in their life… but with a lot more trauma and a much harder time UNlearning it. That is not how you play well in the sandbox together.
Just like a child needs to have short time-outs due to attention spans, your child is just that, a child and they chose you to be their parent for either soul contracts or karmic reasons. You are responsible for setting those boundaries for your child or you are doing them a major disservice. (Remember, there are always exceptions and this is more generalized for those who need to hear it most right now.)
I see that some people grew up with major discipline and others, not so much. Each generation wants to do things better than the one before them.
Blaming the generations before you is NEVER going to fix your current situation. HERES A TIP: That’s like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.
So how do you move forward?
Well, it’s fairly obvious that physical abuse is never the answer. Neither is emotional, mental or other kinds of abuse. Here’s the thing. They say, hurt people hurt people. That is NOT an excuse anymore! If you’re not actively trying to help and improve yourself then how can you ever expect to guide your children with a healthy and strong foundation for when they leave the nest?
Everyone makes mistakes. However, have you become the kind of person who is actively doing self-corrections yet? If you do something wrong then be willing to change that behavior when it’s brought to your attention and awareness (yes, even a narcissistic person can admit being wrong when they really want to… it's the desire and willingness to want to change that makes it so…).
Parenting without proper boundaries and CONSEQUENCES will always result in major failures and traumas for the child, (as will just about anything that's not considered ‘ideal’) which is still a program of socially acceptable beliefs. At the very least, it teaches your children how to NOT take responsibility for their actions. Big Mistake!
I’m a HUGE proponent of taking personal responsibility because I’ve learned those lessons. Everyone has their own plan and it’s perfectly on time. Everyone also has lessons to learn while here and I suppose some of the newer generations on this planet still had some karma to sort out in the personal responsibility departments.
What do I mean by that?
We’re watching the meltdowns of those who continue to blame everyone else in their lives. Just saying someone is ‘spoiled’ is simplifying it or negating ancestry lineages and bloodlines for karmic lessons and loops; but that’s not the point here. Nothing is ever their fault or responsibility because it’s always someone elses’ fault.
These types of people need to be validated by others who haven’t passed their own tests yet - otherwise, they would call it out; and would hold those coming to them for help, to actual account by being honest about taking personal accountability and doing some homework. Revalidating the #groupthink instead of going within and following your own Spirit and its wise council, is just cowardice. What a shame. What are you actually afraid of, losing some perceived social status?
How about establishing your own spirit-led group where you talk about and share, even celebrate those people who have experienced ‘catching themselves’ and then self-correcting/self-aligning, etc. Why NOT? Most here want to empower themselves as-well-as others. When someone is ready to leave the groupthink crowd, they have some serious anxiety and stress. It’s a fear of the unknown. It’s also like leaving a cult but I won’t get into that today. Everyone is programmed… The longer you live generally speaking, the more programming you (may) have.
Just like everyone has (or had) a fear of the unknown; some move forward anyway. Some let it cripple them and they choose not to move forward. The ones who move forward anyway soon come to remember that it’s much easier to breathe away from the groupthink crowd.
There is Only Resonance
But doesn’t ‘like, attract like’? How can we be expected to not hang out with people we resonate with best? We always will gravitate towards those who have a similar vibration in their energetic frequencies, it's only natural. But that doesn’t mean you can’t be around those who don't hold the same beliefs and perspective on everything you do… That’s when you actually can have those really deep and respectful conversations. If you are only around the ‘uni-mind’ then when are you ever going to be challenged to stretch your thinking even further?
Do you really know everything and are you that sure you’re so right about it all?
You see? It doesn’t make sense not to be around those who would challenge us every so often. It's a healthy learning tool and keeps you humble.
Feeling Authenticity
Sometimes people who say one thing, don’t always believe what they're saying. I make that statement as a fact from my own observations both physically and energetically. You hear a lot of people mindlessly repeating things they heard on some propaganda news outlet, without really giving it much thought.
IT’S OBVIOUS!
You can tell when you’re talking to people that you may (or may not) agree with on certain topics, say politics, that they passionately agree with you on certain main points such as: everyone deserving to live on this planet and access to food, housing, medical and clean running water, if they choose. (The sheer fact that I even have to write this out in 2025 tells you how bad it's gotten here on one end of the highly unbalanced energies on earth).
We don’t have to agree on every topic when we all have the best for everyone in our hearts.
I converse with many people who don't always agree with everything I may believe. That's more than ok. I learn every time I have an enlightening conversation. These types of conversations are happening a lot more these days and it’s such a joy to see this happening! When the conversations are enlightening for both parties, those times you not only feel it but you also just know it; your entire body will respond to that energy and you feel very pleasing sensations, when you begin to listen to your body and the incredible biofeedback machine it is.
Remember that sense? Feeling? It comes in handy. You can’t see with your physical eyes yet, who is who under the skin… but one thing’s for certain: YOU CAN FEEL THEM! And when someone speaks something that isn’t their truth, their entire energy signature does a constricting sequence… and it can be felt by people in your field.
I suppose that is one reason why some people may avoid you. They can’t be honest with themselves yet, so they project blame on you, write you off and then try to say what’s wrong with you instead of cleaning their own temple first. It’s interesting to watch people change - most times it’s positive. Others are stuck in loops like all of us were. I hear people taking in conversations about family and other situations. It’s a really hard time right now for a LOT of people, especially the ascending Souls.
The thing is, if you’re not being authentic and walking in honor then you should know that you can be seen and felt. Perhaps not ‘seen’ like, ‘I see you walking down the street heading my way..’ Omg nooo, run! Haha!
No, not like that.
When you’re stepping out of your authenticity and into a mask, it screams in loud energy - and I can tell you why and all that, but my job is to say, ‘You say you’re thirsty? Right over there my friend!’ It’s not the job to be a spotlight and keynote speaker but rather, a door and floor person. That’s security detail talk.
You may be a volunteer who just points when people ask. Honestly, when I first started learning mid-late 90’s, I thought I was preparing for a keynote speech type of moment. I’ve learned how being on the floor and pointing is just as honorable of a life path as being up on a stage. * I’ve actually done both, floor and door as-well-as getting that moment when I delivered a keynote speech for my local community college during the formal Induction Ceremony for the Honor Society in the main auditorium! It was an amazing moment. I was prepared and I was proud of myself, in a healthy way.
Ok, so what?
Doesn’t matter what your job is, it all contributes and when you do your part you don’t yet know what your brick is building in the greater, overall building structure. Yes, in the very same Pink Floyd song that warns us about the education systems and so much more, they also state quite clearly that you’re just another ‘brick in the wall’. Can you see what the building looks like yet?
When you take a forty thousand foot view, it changes everything.
You get lip service a lot of times when people aren’t being authentic, and you just know it. You don’t have to see energy colors diverge from their normal patterns and broadcasts (that’s for another discussion) although on the inside you may perceive just that. Someone may say one thing and do something else, especially during these times when people are rapidly trying to keep up with the shifts taking place and trying to understand their place in these new energies. The short cuts are almost over.
It’s like the flood gates have opened and people are starting to realize they need to hit the books, lol. It’s ok! Let me be the first to tell you, if you haven't heard it already, you will…”It’s ok, you’ve made it! You’re right on time! Don’t worry. Do not be afraid. All will reveal in exactly the way that’s right for you.” This is your sacred flower (your unique signature and frequency) that can only bloom in its divine time. So too, is true for you! TRUST!
The thing is, we aren’t supposed to be able to tell who is who down here on earth, in the 3D system. So you have a mix of older Souls and newer ones along with all the other ‘beings’. You have those who are here for retribution and you have those who are trying to get it right in this life. You also have many who are not actually real Souls. We won’t get into that today. Perhaps at a later time.
So to have faith in yourself (and spiritual upline) is a key point. You wouldn’t even be reading this if you didn’t need something here. Also, never forget where you came from, isn’t just a cute saying. Your Ancestors made it possible for you to be here now. Never forget them or the suffering they endured to get to where you can be here now with the golden ticket!
I trust that if you’re here reading or listening to this, you have been guided by your spirit. Perhaps you’re new and found this from some synchronicities or a recommendation from someone, thank you for being here. Thank you for opening your mind to hear what is given.
The Ascending Human Game
You incarnate with a plan and you know the rules before taking a body. The ongoing joke is that the last rule for being human and playing in The Game of Life, is that you forget everything shortly after birth. It’s different for everyone (some never forget) but most fall into the category of forgetting as they start to communicate in the 3D realm.
What fun would this Game of Life be if we all remembered what our Soul knows? (This is what I’m calling, a sarcastic and rhetorical question). Of course we all would want to know… but that would be like asking a white belt in karate to perform a black belt hyung (form) - or asking them to fight two-against-one before they’ve had any sparring training. You can look at this realm/reality as a massive training ground… then it gets a lot more interesting.
A lot of us are getting to the point when the game is over. It doesn’t even feel like a game because of all the suffering. We’ve mostly mastered emotions and conquered most fears and the universe is piling on whatever it might have missed or just to see if they can break you right at the end.
The tests are quite brutal, not gonna lie, as it should be. This is for mastership, not some dime store badge. If you know, you know. However, when you've had so much you get almost numb. Oh you still feel everything but you’ve also remembered how to not be attached to your feelings. Thereby being able to feel everything. But you’re able to let it flow through you and not get stuck by any attachments to whatever story is playing out. Oh there’s a lot more you feel, but the trick is to feel it all and to feel it FULLY. Only then can you transcend… into your own mastery.
True, you don’t move, or change or evolve without suffering, but come on! I’m fairly certain humanity as a whole, has had enough suffering. It seems everyone can sense it now.
Sense what, exactly?
Sense something really big on the horizon. A major change is coming (it’s already here but not completely public juuussst yet). Some fear it, some welcome it… and others are just not sure what to think and are quietly reserving judgements. Some sense and surmise it’s the end of an epoch, the beginning of a new one.
The Age of Aquarius or a New Earth or Heaven on Earth have all been dubbed with so many more descriptions of how it will unfold… and yet, not one human here on earth knows when or how. We may have had dreams, memories or other communications about small parts of it… even overall glimpses and outright visions about the new; but for all those who know about the good that’s incoming, nobody knows how or when exactly.
But all can sense it. That doesn’t mean all will. Most likely, because they don’t ‘know thyself’ well enough to properly interpret signals that are energetic.
Staying neutral is key during deep shadow work on yourself. You can see BOTH sides - to anything - and actively look for it when you catch yourself in judgement. Self correction is key now.
That’s the optimal state, being neutral and in the middle of it ALL.
Nobody does the work for you. It’s about personal responsibility ultimately, and your commitment to yourself.
When you stand tall in the middle of it all, you are literally in the middle of the storm all around you. I teach extensively on this subject and offer free quantum resources for your journey over at Ascension Maps. It’s a free quantum digital journey you take when you’re ready for a vision quest. A quantum journey through 9 Sacred Spaces when you’re ready to meet your Soul.
Even if you were never really considered a ‘sensitive’ it’s so natural and totally normal to be able to feel energy - you’re still feeling all of it you just may not be aware until you have some soul memories come back in, aha moments and epiphanies. Denial doesn’t mean something isn’t happening… you just have to remember, that’s all. Oh, and be still while relaxing your body, that helps too of course.
If you’re having trouble recalling soul memories, I highly encourage you to take your journey back to your Soul over at Ascension Maps. It’s free and you have nothing to lose except false programming.
Now when you look at those ‘humans’ who ruled the planet - ok, they wear a human flesh suit but I would hardly call them Human in the truest sense of the word. They may have tricked us for a while; hijacked us and our groups as we developed; fed off our Life Force energy… yes it’s all connected. True as that may be, we need to dust ourselves off once again, and commit to the final rise to glory!
When you ascend yourselves you pass a series of tests and initiations that your Soul has set up for you. Everyone can choose that path and has the ability to insert yourselves in that game… The Humanity Ascending Game. Everyone in a body can take that leap and get on the Quantum Express. Here’s a hint: It goes upwards and is a grand spiral, not a loop.
If your life is taking you in the same direction, you’ve been here before, you’ve done that before, same people, same situations, you get the idea… if this is you then consider you are in a poop loop. You are stuck in a repeating circle making the same choices that ultimately lead to your suffering or the same self-sabotaging behaviors - the same, but different day, month, year.
You see, a lot of people don’t see. They don’t even know they're on a poop loop or that they are responsible for their current situation and hence, suffering. They still like to blame other people for their situation. The good news is, (actually) that you can change that with a simple decision.
Decision Time
What is this decision I speak of? The decision is to be willing to admit you don’t know everything and yet, you are responsible for all of that which is in your life.
Whoa, that’s a lot, right?
Sure, it can be… depends how deep you’re in. Every human with a Soul has the ability to balance their ego with their spirit. I hear too many people talking about killing their ego or getting rid of (whichever aspect you don’t like or that you perceive as being the main issue). The thing is, you are all of that, so you can’t kill or get rid of your SELF first of all. And second, when you finally embrace and integrate that you are both the night and the day, the feminine and the masculine (not talking about gender, just polarities of energy here… to be clear), you are the goddess and the god, the king and queen, the yin and yang, you literally are all of it - when you embrace and integrate that, then you strive all the time to understand your inner YOU.
I recently wrote an article about marrying your Spirit and your Ego. Click here to read it. Or go to Truth Is Quantum dot com for that article posted in April 2025
So when you start the true shadow work you’re having conversations on the inside with aspects of yourself. You’re calling out your own behaviors that are bothersome and you think before you speak… or are working on it.
One of the mantras I used during that part of my inner work was, “does this add value” when I was catching myself needing to say something with such urgency at times (depends who I was with and the situation). You never want to stifle your own speech or voice; but if someone is telling you something important to them, perhaps you adding - or sharing - that you did that too and it was bigger, taller, higher, smarter, more lucrative, etc might not be the best share-time - it could be, but ask yourself why are you needing to speak this now… You don’t have to be the expert or one-up people when you’re exchanging energies. Otherwise, you won’t have a true symbiotic relationship. Remember: “Does this add value?”
If you’re not sure, then just ask yourself, “Am I just trying to make myself right or important?”
You see, whenever you feel an urgency, it’s wise to stop (at least one breath) and make sure you know where that impulse is coming from… that’s important. Spirit will not lead you wrong, but others will.
PRO TIP: Knowledge is knowing what to say and wisdom is knowing whether or not to say it.
When you’re around people who tap your triggers often, those are your people you have the most work with, be it karmic or other soul contracts.
I’ve heard people say they do know better, but they don’t want to do the work all the time. I say you got to start somewhere. You can’t take a journey back to your Soul if you’re not first committed to Walking in Honor and having you base rooted strongly in Integrity.
If you don’t have integrity then you’ve got nothing! Only you can change.
Again, the good news is that you can start from wherever you are right now! The gate is still open as of when I’m first writing this piece on the first of July 2025.
You always have a choice. The decision is always yours. Remember: Your lessons are the reason for your choice.
